Wednesday, April 11, 2007
I'm sorry
Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective.-James 5:16
What peace we know when we confess to whoever we've hurt with our words, our actions, our thoughts.
weiwei (: at 7:44 PM
Miss you.
Some photos of where I hope to spend winter this year..
This is Chinatown.. Little Bourke (if i remember correctly).. the egg rice from a1 is nice (:
And this is the street junction near my house.. Elgin and Lygon. With the familiar tram..
And here where we made arrangements to meet very often, the nike on swanston and bourke
Near Crown on the Yarra river..
And one of the buildings of my school, Trinity College.. The dining hall is in there (: Although we wander all over the unimelb campus as well.. Will I see you soon?
weiwei (: at 1:07 AM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
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I think alot of times we know things about ourselves that are very true, and not very pretty. But we always choose to deny it vehemently when others point them out, arguing for the sake of arguing. When all the time we know we're in the wrong.Or how other times we know somethings not right but we choose to gloss over it and mitigate the whole incident. I wish I could be more mature and face up to things, to really think stuff through and see my own faults before I make it worse. To think deeply, to think critically. Does that come with training?
weiwei (: at 8:24 PM
reflections
I think it's time to think, to look inward, abit of reflection is always good. After reading yz/steph/siti's blogs.. I guess I need to ask myself what I'm doing, am I being a hedonistic individual who only does things when there's something in it for myself, am I living up to things that I've committed and promised to?It's sobering, really. I remember that time in sec1 when miss tan came up to me and asked me to recite the guide promise.. and asked me if I thought I was really doing my best. This feels like that moment again. There are so many things that I'm doing which honestly don't benefit anyone at all. There are also many things that I could do but simply refuse to or ignore their presence.
What, exactly, am I working towards, if anything at all?
Get back on course.
weiwei (: at 8:16 PM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
can you Bounce?
The weekend passed in a blur, a not entirely pleasant one.. Saturday was just a whole mess of activity, endless rushing and I just felt so tired at the end of it. Slight disappointments and mixed feelings left me kinda confused, and investiture ended late. Sleep was certainly good, thanks to Alex who sent Liz and I home to my bed (:MTV hiphop and street jazz yesterday morning were fun! Felt a little stressed before that but it was exciting alright..Aching now, especially my neck from the head movements haha
Anyway had a nice long chat with Jamie and peanut last night. Was trying to understand how it is that there are certain things we know we shouldn't do, and we know as well that the desire comes on the spur of the moment and if we resist it it will soon pass.. yet we allow ourselves to do these things, and unavoidably regret them later. Strange creatures we are...
weiwei (: at 7:08 PM