Thursday, November 30, 2006
whee!
lalalalala. heh feeling very buoyant now (: haven't had that pink-cheeked-after-dancing feeling for a really long time so it felt good to put on my dancing shoes again. albeit this wasnt in the tiny little SAJC dance studio, and i wasnt in dance pants or doing ballet, but still. New kind of dance this time, salsa (:the seamanship course steph and I attended last weekend was pretty informative as well, i learnt some things i never thought about before, even more so after we started research for our project. if anyone would like to know how maps of the earth are made, i'm your girl haha.
busy busy busy all the next few weeks, with almost non-stop activites-i'm being swept off my feet-and being thrilled about it!
at the same time, it certainly feels liberating and a little out of the ordinary to be able to do all the things i want without mummy nagging me. I suppose i should start some serious deliberation into what i want, what i would like to do with my life, the course options and things like that. it's startling to have completed my junior college education, and to be cliched, i'm once again at a crossroads. honestly, i'm quite quite afraid, not to mention apprehensive of what the near future holds, which regretfully is not allowing me to enjoy my freedom to it's fullest. I guess once again, I should probably have tried my very best so that i wouldn't be wondering whether i could have done better.
weiwei (: at 5:46 AM