Thursday, November 30, 2006
whee!
lalalalala. heh feeling very buoyant now (: haven't had that pink-cheeked-after-dancing feeling for a really long time so it felt good to put on my dancing shoes again. albeit this wasnt in the tiny little SAJC dance studio, and i wasnt in dance pants or doing ballet, but still. New kind of dance this time, salsa (:the seamanship course steph and I attended last weekend was pretty informative as well, i learnt some things i never thought about before, even more so after we started research for our project. if anyone would like to know how maps of the earth are made, i'm your girl haha.
busy busy busy all the next few weeks, with almost non-stop activites-i'm being swept off my feet-and being thrilled about it!
at the same time, it certainly feels liberating and a little out of the ordinary to be able to do all the things i want without mummy nagging me. I suppose i should start some serious deliberation into what i want, what i would like to do with my life, the course options and things like that. it's startling to have completed my junior college education, and to be cliched, i'm once again at a crossroads. honestly, i'm quite quite afraid, not to mention apprehensive of what the near future holds, which regretfully is not allowing me to enjoy my freedom to it's fullest. I guess once again, I should probably have tried my very best so that i wouldn't be wondering whether i could have done better.
weiwei (: at 5:46 AM
Monday, November 06, 2006
time
maths is tomorrow, and i think i've left daddy flabbergasted with how little practice i've done.. there isnt time! and bio's driving me crazy too but at least that's all done now, i hope. May it not leak out over tonight grr.I guess now's really not the time to be testing the waters and seeing where i stand wih certain issues, so i'm just hoping there'll be some sort of a response after my A's, if i'm still brave enough to approach it first.
On a happier note, i've finally signed up for salsa classes (: my ambition of about, let's see now.. almost 4 yrs? I remember back in sec4 before we went to melb jizhen and i wanted to take up latin and tap in addition to the ballet we already had.. haha imagine the number of dance shoes we'd have..
That's one thing that's really distracting me now and i know only too well it shouldnt be. ah. Interesting conversation with mark yesterday.. seems we always have stuff to talk about, which is quite fun, aye, faggot? :P hehe
i need to lose weight! again another thing of no consequence right now, but it's a nagging worry. This time i'll make sure all my grousin actually translates itself into actions.. aha it's never really done so before, i must admit.
Using my trusty laptop now, after a long hiatus since it couldnt connect to the internet, it seems to be working fine nowm just hope it doesnt go wonky like it kept doing in melb.
SO SO SO many things to do after A's (:
weiwei (: at 1:30 AM