Thursday, September 28, 2006
random musings
its ironic that i still keep this, seeing as how its a relic of something past, and how that has already disintegrated.. i am, according to larissa, 70% on my way to being perfectly alright again. that's welcome news, for sure (: in retrospect, i had something pretty wonderful.. i used to get serenaded, cuddled, cherished.. haha. now its all sanitized, diminished, fading, what have you.. a whole vocab list could go into that but i won't go there.on another note, i am also back on track to becoming a good housewive because i cooked today! for the first time in about 2 yrs.. minced meat and potato (: not sure what propelled me to cut the carrots and tatas, blahblah. pretty proud of myself though, cos i didnt get sent to the hospital - either for food poisoning or macerating my fingers.. haha
spent the afternoon with larissa, and it felt good, really. catching up with her this time was much better than the last time, which was rather unpleasant for both of us, if i recall correctly.. lying on my bed with her listening to my tummy haha and just chatting. i guess sometimes we get enlightened just by talking to someone cos it makes us think things through and we realise stuff about ourselves and others. some revelations today and nostalgic thoughts.. shan't dwell in them cos its not going to be any good.. haha almost time for my daily dose of er aussie, mcleod's daughters. yes, yes, im almost a spinster aren't i? watching soaps on telly. heh.
weiwei (: at 2:55 AM
